Lay Lefty Down Title

Abby, recovering from a recent mastectomy, arrives at her Aunt Eudora's house to a surprise memorial for her own left breast. Horrified, she learns Aunt Eudora has invited everyone who’s ever had a relationship with “Lefty." Abby must face her past, her fears, and the cultural taboos about breast cancer that surround her.

Director’s statement

BY TRAVEN RICE

This is a story about the importance of talking about hard things, and especially—laughing about hard things. I think we tend to fall down in the realm of sharing our personal challenges. Let's be honest, our mainstream culture prefers to tiptoe around uncomfortable topics, which leads to misunderstandings, bad information and feelings of isolation for those of us going through tough scenarios.

I found going through the process of breast cancer treatment to be an isolating and scary experience. I quickly learned it wasn’t a topic people felt comfortable talking about or even asking me about, even though it’s known as one of the more common types of cancer to be diagnosed with. One of the first things I did after diagnosis was ask for jokes—because if you can’t laugh… (you’d stab your eyes out). Along the way, I was shocked to encounter a common theme of silence around going through treatment. Many people told me stories of their mothers, aunts, and grandmothers having been diagnosed and gone through treatment without telling them until years later…or even if they knew their loved ones were going through it, there was often an uncomfortable silence around the issue and they felt they could not talk about it. Many women did not want their co-workers to know about it. I met mothers who didn’t want to tell their own children or partner about it because they didn’t want to scare them or worry them, so the result was they just went through it alone and isolated.

Additionally, I found a lot of misinformation around the topic of the mastectomy. This part of treatment is broadly misunderstood by our general population and greatly misrepresented socially and culturally. It felt to me that people generally saw it as a “boob job” and it was nothing like that. A full mastectomy removes every bit of tissue and nerves, and often the nipple from the breast. You are left without any feeling where the breast once was and ongoing pain around the chest cavity once you’ve had reconstruction. So I found it to be more like an amputation than anything else - and this is NOT the way it’s presented or understood. There is a lot of grief around this loss for most women and I think it’s hard to talk about this realistically. Unfortunately our society still sexualizes and objectifies breasts so I found there to be a big disconnect when it comes to thinking about them in the mode of a physical body part.

This project is intended to look honestly at these social constructs and help people recognize how unhelpful they are for the person going through this unfortunate journey.

Starring

Tovah Feldshuh as Aunt Eudora
Alexandra Seal as Abby

TOVAH FELDSHUH as

Aunt Eudora

ALEXANDRA SEAL as

Abby

WITH

Walker Hare

WALKER
HARE

MAX
RACKENBERG

NATALIE
FARINA

SUNITA
DESHPANDE

PETER DANIEL
STRAUS

THE PACEMAKERS
DANCE TEAM

SAM
RUBINOFF

BEN
RAUCH

Filmmakers & Creative Team

Traven Rice
Brady Evan Walker

TRAVEN
RICE

BRADY EVAN
WALKER

VADIM
EGOUL

ERIN
BRENNAN

Eduardo Fierro

JESSICA
VALE

EDUARDO
FIERRO

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